I'm not liking the direction this blog is taking...
I suppose that when you entitle a blog 'Tears Behind The Smile - A Journey Through Therapy', it is somewhat indicative of the fact that it's not exactly going to sparkle with fun and comic genius. That being said, I keep coming across blogs by people who somehow manage to gracefully combine their introspective meanderings with dazzling wisdom and charmingly self-effacing wit.
I think I'm fostering an unhealthy 'blog inferiority complex'!
In the dawning of this realisation, I find that I am faced with the option to quit because I am a rather unimaginitive blogger who is overwhelmed both by the talent and bravery of others, and by the idea of ever making sense of a ridiculously complicated, and yet, rather dull journey. Or, I can continue to add to the rather alarming population of moaning and whining blogs that already exist.
The fact I am rambling about this pretty much tells you that I chose the latter of the two options. However, I feel compelled to preface all my posts with some kind of apologia which acknowledges that this place is going to be generally fucking miserable.
I haven't written much about the things I want to yet. largely because I seem to have a fifty foot wall imprisoning all the words that I would need to describe such things.
I'll get there.
Today's therapy session was... another thing I should be able to write about but can't find words for.
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